I have been thinking what makes us weak? I mean as a human being, as a social creature which is not only flesh and blood but also heart and soul. At first I was thinking disease, viruses, microbes, bacterias… But no, those are the stuff which makes the animal body we live in sick. We are more than that animal. It is up to you to name it. Name it soul or force whatever you like. We are beings trapped in these bodies. Actually maybe not trapped but we need those to live. I am thinking how come the first human being was put into this animal form? We are not supposed to be an animal. A head, two legs, two arms… Is this our true form? I don’t think so. And since this is not our true form what makes us weak?

Answer to that is something really simple. Our feelings make us weak. When feelings come logic leaves us. It has been like that for a long long time. As far as we can remember in the flesh and blood bodies we live in. A person we love makes us weak. We can’t continue our normal lives without those. I am thinking now so our biggest weakness is love. Without love human kind would be much better than now. And all other feelings; hate, anger… We need to get rid of those, else we are weak. But on the other hand those are the things which reminds us we are more than flesh and blood. But I am thinking. I don’t like to be weak. I don’t want to be weak. I don’t want to feel… I don’t want to feel… I don’t want to feel… I don’t want to feel… I don’t want to feel… I don’t want to feel… I don’t want to feel… I don’t want to…