Today I opened my eyes and thought of something; Maybe 20 years from today we will wake up in a morning. Place unknown… Maybe somewhere in the north cold or south warmness. We will open our eyes and turn our sides. We will look at the strangers whom we are sharing our beds with. I don’t know if we gonna love them. I don’t know if we will still be missing each other. I don’t know if we will feel a pain in our hearts when we hear each others name from a common friend. Think about it. Won’t you shiver when you feel the smell of salt coming from the southern sea. I know I will shiver when I see a snowflake.  I will count every six piece of it and see your body in the most beautiful one. Then push all the snowflakes off of my coat with the back of my hand. But I can’t get rid of all the memories I have. Memories are stronger than snowflakes. But as I am get older I will start forgetting. They will be gone slowly. I will try to hang on the new family I have if I can have one. I don’t know how many of my friends still will be around me. Your face is insignificant now probably. I barely remember your body. After all 20 years makes a lot of difference. I will try to feel alive time to time. Maybe some adrenaline rush between all the theatre I am playing inside the society.

I actually don’t have the tiniest idea about next 20 years. I just know one thing; I will remember you. You are impossible to forget. And when I call your name at night, my heart will shiver…