I am usually not into having fun with any religion… Ok, I know it is a lie but I respect all beliefs generally. But I just read something in the Bible and looks so absurd to me.

Matthew 4:1-11 (NIV): ¨All this I will give you,¨he said, ¨if you will bow down and worship me.¨ Jesus said to him, ¨Away from me, Satan!¨

Oh come on guys, Satan shows Jesus around and every time Jesus gives a clever answer but in the end he just tells Satan to back off? It sounds like when you try to pick up a girl in the bar and at first she gives clever answers but in the end tells you to back off. Oh my god, I just realized  the truth! Satan is gay and actually he is trying to f*ck Jesus. And Jesus is the chick who is trying to avoid the drunk guy. Now it makes sense.

With other words: Hodja come onnn. Come onnn hodja

Yeah I know how stupid it sounds but yes I matchmaked my two friends without having any intention to match them. I know both of them for 8 years. In fact I know both of them from highschool but they didn’t knew each other when they were at highschool.
Two weeks ago I was out with girl and the boy showed up. Seems like last two weeks the boy worked really hard and achieved his goal.
What makes me worried is girl’s problems with her life and I think the boy won’t be able to help her about it. I am sure if it goes bad boy can survive it. He is strong but the girl’s life is so fucked up so she won’t be able to survive it.
I can not feel happiness for them. I am just observing them and I am worrying.

I don’t have to believe in a god and I am wondering when you gonna accept it mom? I am fine with being an irreligious. I am irreligious since the 6th grade and I am intended to die as one. God doesn’t help me at all. Besides I don’t need the help of a divine power. I am fine with who I am and I am really bored of you forcing me to believe. Stop that. Stop that before it is too late.

As Nietzche said: God is dead!

Some of you might know. My new hobby is photography. Still I am not the best photographer ever. I have a lot to learn but I am trying my best to learn more and more. The worst thing about photography is, it costs hell a lot of money. I have just decided to make a calculation;

$860 Canon EOS 450D with 18-55 IS Kit Lens
$80   Amod GPS Photo Tracker 
$70   Canon Rebel Gadget Bag + One Extra Battery + UV Filter
$90   Canon 50mm f/1.8 II Lens
$420 Canon 17-85mm f/4-5.6 IS USM Lens + 3 Filters + Cleaning Kit + Lens Cap Holder etc.
$220 Sigma 70-300mm f/4-5.6 APO DG Macro Lens
$30   Canon EW73-B Lens Hood for Canon 17-85mm f/4-5.6 IS USM Lens
$7.50 Canon RC-1 Remote Control 
$120  Canon BG-E5 Battery Grip

TOTAL: $ 1897.50

It is a really really expensive hobby indeed. Damn me!

Eylül’ün çok aç olduğunu az önce yanından geçerken çöpteki Arby’s poşetinin içine bakmasından anladım.

Ekmeği bütük, köpeği tok istiyorsun. Ya ekmeği böleceksin ya da köpek aç kalacak. Seçimini yap.

Maymundan geldiğim kesin değil ama yaşlandıkça katıra benziyorum orası kesin.

God save the girls who wear black bra under white top. Oh, halleluja!

I couldn’t write for few days because I am on the way again. I am having a trip around Germany, Sweden and Denmark. I am in Germany now. In Berlin. After staying in little town called Neumarkt it is really great to be here. My host Christiane seems like a great host and a really nice person. I wish I was visiting at the weekend or she didn’t have to work so we could spend more time but guess I need to explore the city on my own again(as usual).

I stayed in Neumarkt for 3 days and saw Volksfest in there. It is hundreds of people under a huge tent just drinking beer and there is only one size for the beer; 1 liter.

I am gonna explore Berlin tomorrow. Hope I don’t get lost. I am in a really active time of my damned mood(Talessemia) I am having several dizziness and short memory. I need to get more folic acid for a while.

P.S. Before going to the field of dreams I should say two things; 1- I got CC from OOP with JAVA(Sera this one is for you) and 2- I am really about to decide to write my blog in English.

P.P.S. I hate the guy who invented German keyboard Y and Z keys are exchanged so it makes it strange to use the keyboard and Ctrl+Z shortcut is so useless because Z is far away from Ctrl(Strg in German). Also # sign directly appears but more used ‘ comes with shift. But still much useful than French AZERTY keyboard.

I realized I can watch football if it is women’s football and one of the playing teams is Swedish national team.